I’m getting close to finishing one of my pillars — my health goal. But lately, it’s felt like for every step forward, I’ve taken two steps back. Progress is happening, but it’s slower, more frustrating, and emotionally heavier than I expected.
Is it self-sabotage?
I’ve found myself drifting into thoughts of past regrets and failures. That’s often a signal for me — a sign that maybe I don’t fully believe I’m worthy of achieving this goal. It’s as if getting close to the finish line triggers doubt rather than excitement.
My overall pillar focus hasn’t been sharp these last few weeks. But here’s the thing: I’ve still shown up. I’ve still trained. I’ve stayed disciplined and put in the work, day in and day out. And that consistency matters.
But now it’s time to reset. That inner resistance — that doubt, that hesitation — it ends now.
I’m going to push through and cross the health pillar finish line. When I do, I’ll take a short victory lap, reflect on what it took to get here, and then choose my next pillar. No overthinking. No regret. Just forward movement.
Let’s go.